CHRISSY: “I’d do better at something creative, and I feel I am somewhat creative, but, somehow, I lack the talent to go with it. And being creative without talent is a bit like being a perfectionist and not being able to do anything right. All my life, I’ve wanted to be somebody, but I see now I should have been more specific. Not that I lack ambition. I am ambitious, in the sense I want to be more than I am now. Go for the burn! But if I were truly ambitious, shouldn’t I already be more than I am now. Of course, a sobering thought, what if right at this very moment, I am living up to my full potential?”